Everyone in this band sucks but the singer.
My hero.
these days.
These past couple weeks have been very confusing but enlightening. I lost somethings, because of my stupidity and selfishness. But I am learning to be better, learning to work for what I want, not just hoping it comes to me. And although things seem bad now I’m just hoping they workout. It all comes down to the trust I have and will keep. I am trusting you with everything I have. I just hope you stay faithful to me.
Feeling
Better then ever.
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You know your baller when the crowd holds you up. I want this.
"Without a purpose, change will flourish. Broken down beyond belief, here you will find no relief."
— My head.
I’m
Tired of playing this waiting game. I can’t tell whats true and whats a lie. Everything just stays the same. And I feel terrible. You think you would care, maybe listen to what I say, instead of ignoring it and just continuing your stupid situation, with someone you “don’t care about”. Tell me how that makes sense please. You say you love me, but fucking prove it. Because the way things are going, it doesn’t really seem like it. I wish I could just leave, but I would regret not knowing how things would have been had I stayed. I would do anything in the world to make things work no matter what, and honestly, I only wish you would do the same.
I miss
Being younger and not knowing what the world is really like, how cruel people can be, and how much someone could stab you in the back. I may not be that old, but I still miss the feelings of being young, and just not having a care in the world. But no. Everything now has to be so complicated. I miss the past.
I’d have to say
None of this makes sense. I’m done with everything. The last couple days showed what to expect. Im starting to just look at everything pessimistically. Maybe that will help though, I’ll learn to expect whats coming.
